Some People Either Don't Like Me or Don't Get Me or Neither Like Me Nor Get Me

I prefer going to a cyber or library over staying in the area where I have my luggage (yes, I'm homeless, and yes, I have a place to put the luggage) most of the waking hours. Part of it is, where I am, I get distinct overstimulation in noice and "how are you?" (from people who clearly aren't interested in talking to me once they have verified I'm pretty OK), which makes me understimulated in things I would like to actually do (like sewing or reading a book). So, yes, I want less interruptions and more stimulation in the library or cyber. Doesn't mean I want classical music every second I don't have head phones on for a video.

Also doesn't mean I want to get interrupted basically every time I try to get a video with hypnosis on it. (For my experience with those, see this blog Blog 37, on Auto Hypnosis Experience, and yes, I had 37 blogs when starting this one on 28 of March 2017, now there are some more, and yes, it's adult content, i e 13 years or older or otherwise parental advisory, so, if you have your parent's permission even if you are younger, you can click, I think for people not yet teens parents should decide if they dabble in hypnosis or not). I avoid any hypnosis video that would be really bad (unless I'm very tired and that means I generally do need hypnosis pretty badly), I do not get live hypnotherapists who could abuse me, just online content that's probably safe, since otherwise it would have been taken down, I don't risk all that much unless hypnosis is sinful in and of itself, and I trust the Catholic Church it isn't, if the purpose is some natural goal, some of which would be revigoration at sleep lag or relief from stress.

When I drink beer or wine in the evening, it's not because I'm extremely hungry, and if I'm offered food more than I bought myself along with it, if I'm offered a steady meal, the result is disastrous. I get to sleep very fast, wake up very fast, and stay awake very long. It can sometimes be even worse if I don't drink any alcohol, hence some of the nights in the cyber. The alcohol is usually 3 cl. pure alcohol, usually lower than 4 cl. a very fitting dose to get a good diuretic effect, which takes calories out of the blood and into the bladder.

Imagining I'm constantly constipated, taking alcohol for that, giving me other anti-constipants, will actually cause constipations.

No, I cannot just avoid eating when I'm offered more food than I need, more than would be good for me, and no, I cannot just keep it for later, since later someone else is pretty certain to offer me even more. I had coffee and orange juice for breakfast one of these days, and was asked if I didn't want the formula, with a buttered and jammed bread or a croissant, and I said "no, I eat too much" ... which is true, and which is largely due to people who either genuinely are concerned or actually are aware how this can hurt me.

And since Muslims have lots of capacity to fool themselves about both food and alcohol, too suspicious of the latter, too naive about the former, anyone who's in for making it easy for me, genuinely, should be avoiding to get them as the chief force for my wellbeing. The opposite has largely been done.

I think I'll just mention that some others think, it's my best interest to hide my blogs and to hence have no revenue, no royalties for the texts, because they are voicing positions to weird, in fact the reason I write my blogs and would like them into print is so as to fight the idea that it's somehow weird to be Geocentric or Young Earth Creationist. No, I am NOT asking for the understanding offered by shrinks, I am fighting to get this accepted once again as the normal view or at the very least as a normal view, they used to be THE normal view a few centuries ago. In the Catholic Church both were THE default one couldn't even question up to 1820. And what has happened since is largely due to misrepresenting measures like the non-ban of Settele into a ban on Anfossi's view or the very general guidelines on Faith and Science, Bible and Hard Sciences, given in Providentissimus Deus, as a decision telling us to accept Galileo's view of Joshua 10.

Equally, I have no reason at all to hide I'm Catholic, I would be very unwise to accept as a benefit if someone "helped me" to hide this fact./HGL